I never thought that I was going to be a mommy. I thought that I was going to be the kid who made it look like I didn't do anything in school and secretly got good grades and at my high school reunion was going to have a good education with a pretty good job. I figured maybe I would have kids around the time I was 30...I guess I am about 12 years ahead with the kids part.

I never thought that I was going to have a relationship let alone children with Steven and look at us now. Both happy and excited.

I am so happy and blessed to have him in my life and our sons in my belly. Both boys are growing so fast and by mid July I will have two wonderful sons!

I feel like I am on top of the world right now. I have had people come at me from left and right complaining about how I don't have a job...well that is because I can't have one. I am a high risk pregnancy. Mostly because it is twins. I am glad that I can still go for walks. Some people don't seem to understand that. Then I have people who tell me my life is over. OMG no it isn't my life is just beginning. I am not going to be stuck at home for the rest of my life breast feeding two kids while the father is out doing whatever. Life isn't like the movies!! Just because movies make it seem like women stay at home with the kids and the father is out doing whatever doesn't mean that is how real life is!.

I am so excited and I can't wait to see what my boys look like. I hope they have Steven's eyes!!!